"Who are you talking about, Beth?" you must be wondering.  "What drama have you gotten yourself into this time?  Who has stomped on your heart now?"

The answer may - or may not - surprise you.

It's me.
     Yes, me. 
          The girl who said she didn't need a label. 
               The girl who has a tattoo on her left ring finger, to remind her that she's committed to God before any boy.
                    The girl who pointed a finger and said, "You're being weird!"

                    I was being weird.
               I put my desire for the boy before my commitment to God.
          I had a label in mind, and was ready to do almost anything to get it.
     Yes, me.
So what do I plan to do about it?

I plan to remind myself that I only need friends.  That God is in control.  That if I only look at Him, I won't worry about what might be or what isn't.  I want to focus on what IS.  I seem to forget that quite easily.

I ask you to hold me to that.